That night, I couldn't sleep.
I kept going over everything in my head. What could have caused this?
And then I remembered: I'd given Max his monthly tick treatment two days earlier.
I grabbed my phone and started googling.
"Tick treatment side effects."
What I found made my stomach drop.
Pages and pages of stories just like mine.
Dogs collapsing. Seizures. Vomiting. Lethargy. Tremors. Some dogs dying.
All from the same monthly treatments I'd been giving Max for years.
I read through forums. Facebook groups. Reviews on vet websites.
"My dog had a seizure 3 days after taking Nexgard."
"Bravecto made my Golden so lethargic she wouldn't eat for a week."
"I almost lost my boy to Advantix. Never again."
And then I read something that made me feel sick:
These monthly treatments (both oral & topical) work by flooding your dog's bloodstream with harsh chemicals.
The same chemicals designed to kill ticks and fleas are circulating through your dog's entire system. Their brain. Their organs. Everything.
For 30 days. Every single month.
And the side effects? They're not rare.
Vomiting. Diarrhea. Lethargy. Loss of appetite. Itching. Seizures. Ataxia. In some cases, death.
I sat there in the dark, staring at my phone, and realized something that killed me…
I'd been poisoning my own dog. For three years. Thinking I was protecting him.